I'm not really sure how I got to this point. At some point junk food became the most exciting thing in my life. It gave me the rush I was looking for. It was also easy. Hungry? No problem, go thru a drive thru. Depressed? I think I just saw a bag of chips in the cabinet. Sometimes eating is just the only thing to do. When family visits what do we do? We go out to eat. Well that's stopping now. Of course, this means I need to find something else to do when I'm bored, depressed, or family is visiting. I'll think of something.